Thursday, January 28, 2010

I'm on off day...

Hi All... the title says it all... i'm on off day!!! yay... finally... hahahaha!!! Som i actually washed my car this morning by myself... 1st time me washing my car... hahaha... i just hope it does not rain... my other plan for today was to catch the consumer fair with Amie... the thing is i forgot today was govt payday... so i hope all this govt servants will only catch the fair after work.. hahaha.. i'll be bringing my camera along to take some cool pics =D

The picture below is a picture of my old boss... Ms LHL. Yesterday was her last day in my former department, she has moved on to be a branch manager... I wish her all the best in her new role... And i really thank her for giving me the opportunity to work with her team. She was the one who interviewed me and gave me that opportunity to work in the Bank. She gave me that yes! Good luck boss!

I think that is it for now... i'll be heading off soon =D)) bubyez!!!

Saturday, January 23, 2010

Hi All, it has been a lazy saturday... i did not go out because my mum and my aunty took my car out... There was nothing much on TV either... Luckily, some of the series i downloaded just finished so i decided to watch them... the wait for these series was long enough!!!! well it will be A long wait till the 2nd season of Glee.

Facebook status-es. This was something i saw early this week, a particular one from a 20 year old girl... For me, this 2 status of her was very disturbing... here goes, coming from a 20 year old...

"says, i fake having fun when i'm in bed with you, not because you're not good at it but it's because of your short dick and you don't know how touch a girl like me!"

"says, i don't do cigarrates but i do blow job. haha!"

For me, i would not put up status-es like this because, why the hell would you want the whole world to know what you are doing in your private life? If only her parent's have facebook, maybe she won't say such things...As a person who is around that age... you don't want people to know you're a slut... it make s you seem easy and cheap... No offence, but if she is reading this, dear girl it's not nice to put status-es like this... makes every guy want to get into your pants and tell all his friends to get some too.

Anywhoos... let's get on to other things i've been thinking about an ipod touch! b$468... hmmm~~~ maybe i'll get it in march... hmm~~~ i was actually playing with one of my friend's i phone and the games are so cool!!! she told me that you can play them on an ipod touch, hence i do want to get one... i was actually thinking abt it since last year but really decided to buy it... too bad i did not win this during the dinner's lucky draw! So yeah, the thinking and consideration goes on for now...

Oh yeah, i got some Utama Grand vouchers so i can go shopping for baking stuff tomorrow! yay! i'm gonna go on a baking frenzy =D i guess this is it for now.. xoxox

Sunday, January 17, 2010


Hi All... It has been raining for a couple of days now and it usually last the whole day. It makes me feel like time has not passed, it made me feel like it was december 08... The rain made me also think abt my dad a lot too... everytime i think or remember him, it brings me very close to tears. It's like it was just yesterday i was arguing with him abt small, not important, minimal things, but it's ok i know i can get through this... i know that there will be better and brighter days to come...

So last night i attended the bank's Annual Dinner, the theme was Le Masquerade Carnival. I did not get a mask, instead i wore HUGE heart-shaped glasses, which the people on my table loved... hahahah... i've got no silly pictures of myself to show... so yeah, i leave it to the imagination =), i would normally stay on for the after party, to dance and go crazy with friends for a bit but i decided not to this year because, my shoe was really hurting me!!! and i bought it the night before.. i did not have enough time to "break" into my shoes. Overall, i had great fun because our MC was that drag queen from Malaysia, Didi i think. So much fun and a whole load of adult humor!!! what i would mean by adult humor meaning, every statement he makes is associated with sex, hooking up and things like that... even the simplest of statements, sounds like it's dirty... all i can say is I LIKE!!!! hahahahaha =D)) Oh yeah, that ticket up there won me a lucky draw prize!!!! i came to the dinner with no expectations of winning, just hopes that if i do win, i hope i get that 42 inch Samsung LCD tv... but i got a phone instead... well better than nothing right? =))

One of the decos for the night, fake pillars with fake candles

This is when the senior management came in to present them selves... i just simply snapped this shot =)

My lucky draw prize... it's a Sony Erricson W508... don't really know what i will do with it so yeah... in the market it costs $285... so i guess it is something... i don't think i'll sell it because it's the first time i have won a lucky draw... so it's a keeper ;)

That's me... born in the year of the Rabbit =D)) i think this is it for now... will blog more soon... xoxo KeL

Friday, January 8, 2010


Hey All!!! A very quick update... it's like I've been blogging nearly every day... hahahah... Anyways while i was at work today, i decided to clean out one of my portable drawers... you know the ones you buy off a supermarket and store all your little knic knacs it it. So i was properly disposing "confidential" small strips of paper away and i came a cross a paper with these sentences scribbled on them "Have the grace to accept with serenity the things that cannot be changed. The courage to change things that should be changed and the wisdom to distinguish one from another". I thought it was a very interesting quote and then decided to google it so i can find out more like who said it and all... and i found out that it was a prayer written a loooonggggg time ago. I decided to post the whole prayer up, just in case you want to read on how it ends =)

~ The Serenity Prayer by Reinhold Niebuhr~

God, give us grace to accept with serenity
the things that cannot be changed,
Courage to change the things
which should be changed,
and the Wisdom to distinguish
the one from the other.

Living one day at a time,
Enjoying one moment at a time,
Accepting hardship as a pathway to peace,
Taking, as Jesus did,
This sinful world as it is,
Not as I would have it,
Trusting that You will make all things right,
If I surrender to Your will,
So that I may be reasonably happy in this life,
And supremely happy with You forever in the next.


I'm going to sign off now... going to sleep... don't actually know what i'll do tomorrow... maybe i'll sleep ;) hahahah... bubyez!

Tuesday, January 5, 2010

A new start to the new year

Hey all! Well, today i decided to make some time to blog =D so work has been a bit hectic for the past 2 days. But i don't want to be a bore and talk about work! Let's start with Saturday, i chopped off my pretty coloured hair... why i did it? I'm really not too sure... i just felt like was was getting irritated and kusut with my hair... So when i went to one of my hairdresser in Gadong, i said to him "I want you to chop off my hair!" My hairdresser folds his arm looks at me shocked and said "Are you for real?" and when i said yes, he looks at my sister and said "Is she for real?" well... he got the same answer...hehehe... in the end he did cut my hair at mid length and if i have wanted it shorter, i think he would have just refused me... hahaha.. Mind you, my other hairdresser in bandar, once asked me 5 times before she chopped off my hair...

Enough said about hair, i had a fun weekend, i went on a picnic with my sister and some good friends... i have made friends with a few of Amie's friends. They're cool people, although i have only joined them for 2 outings, i like hanging with them... To be honest, it feels good and fun to talk and hang out with people who around my age. In the department that i work in, i am the youngest in my team and the 2nd youngest is maybe around 26 or so. Most of the people i know at work are either older or married or both! so yeah i find it fun to mingle in a crowd that is around my age =D. Not that older people are not cool, they are... it's just that sense of being with people who you can talk to, relate to and be crazy and silly with without being called funny or weird... hahahaha... Plus i don't have much friends at work who are around my age... so this is something that i can call my own =D

Back to the picnic, i got sun burnt and charred! hahahah... We were catching small crabs and it was fun =D We caught a cray fish but that got eaten up by the other crabs. Here are some pictures =)


The scenery in the morning... so pretty right?

Earlier tonight, i was blog hopping and i came across a blog that i felt was very interesting, the blogger did not blog so much but what he wrote was quite deep. You can see how he appreciates life and everything that he has plus how he is single and will wait for the right one to come along. Kudos to you! I'm kinda in that same boat but i'm neither waiting or anticipating, i'm just not interested. Maybe i have not met someone who strikes my interest yet =) I also found this quote on that blog, i don't know if he made it up or copied it somewhere, but i think i am at this point now. I'm still searching and hopefully i will find what i'm searching for. ;)

I've learned-

that it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be.

I guess this is it for now, i'll blog more soon plus my sis is getting suspicious of what i'm writing in my blog... why? i'm not too sure why though... afterall these are just my random ramblings right? hehehe... Bubyez! <33>

Friday, January 1, 2010

Happy New Year 2010!

Hi All... Happy New Year 2010... The other day i was blog hopping and i came on a blog post from one of my friends... He said this is usually the one day where we take time to reflect on what has happened for the past year. Personally, my memories are mostly kept in my head while my friend has his mostly on his blog... I must admit that i do not blog as much as i used to... For me 2009 was a lot of searching and it still is... After my dad's passing, a very close friend of mine who is also a clairvoyant told me that i'm still very unsure of what i want in life, i'm not lost, i just don't know what i want but if i see something i want, i will somehow go my way to get it. 2009 was a year that i personally felt that was quite difficult for me... there were ups, downs and a lot of rough patches. But if you asked me if there was anything i wanted to change i would say no because from all of it, i learnt a thing or two about life, mostly the hard way. 2009 also presented a lot of opportunities for me, a new role in the workplace, the meeting of new people and a chance to improve and prove myself that i am not what people think i am. The biggest thing that happened in 2009 is the passing of my dad, not a day goes by that i don't think of him and feel like breaking down at some point. Although i was not close to my dad, i do sometimes feel his presence.

For 2010, i will be just fine, i am strong enough to carry on. Honestly, i do not have any resolution for 2010 because i know that the year will have a lot of uncertainties and unexpected, so i will just go with the flow. To say that i already have my mind set is a lie, I still do not know what i want in life and i will continue searching for it. Closing in on the 23 years old mark in a couple of months time, i know i still have time to figure out what i want. My hopes is that 2010 will bring me good health, better luck, more wealth, great opportunities and maybe a love interest =)

So those of you readers out there who actually read my blog, i wish you a happy 2010! May you have a good year and live your life with no regrets! Seize every opportunity you have and don't let it go. Do your thing and don't care what people think. Lastly let's also hope that the economy will also be good to us too =D. Happy 2010!